This time, I am admiring the beauty of clear sky where sun is set. And stars are
ready to welcome the moon. I can see the entire changes from letting sun
down to moon arriving trough my room’s window. May be, now, I have entered
into the another world. I have lost myself in the imagination. I was dreaming to
spend a night under the clear sky with selected friends. But, suddenly phone
rang and I was come out of the imaginary world.
The call is from mobile company so I put phone on silent as soon as possible.
I just switch off lights of the room to enjoy that moment again. Now, the room
is too dark but moonlight is coming to my bed as window is enough big. I am
feeling something beyond the darkness. Neither I am sad nor happy. I have
nothing to worry or conscious as I have food, home, friends and family. I am
trying to enjoy the twinkling stars but suddenly a tear is rolled on my chick
from an eye.
It is too late to stop the tear. One by one, tears are coming and I am ribbing it. I
am failed to hide the pain that reflects in the tear form. Yes, I was broken from
inside that’s why I am crying.
Tears are just way to collect the pieces of heart. I am just collecting and saving
those heart broken pieces but I cannot resemble.
I am still looking outside the window. Now, moon is looking more beautiful and
twinkling stars are getting shinier. I was just amazed how everything changed
in few minutes. This time, I had no emotion no feeling. I was just watching sky
from the purest heart. I am ready to welcome everything; no matter how good
or bad the things will.
Now, I got the answer. This is the darkness that is responsible for increasing
the beauty of stars and moon. I just started counting the stars. I was trying to
find the shiniest star. It is amazing thing to do. I know, nobody can get the
answer but I am happy as I got the smile back on my face.
To make it more muddy, I just go to kitchen and make a strong black coffee. I
put the cup on the table which is next to window and near to my bed. A chair is
placed with table and window is big enough. So, I can easily capture the night
beauty while sitting on the chair too. Now I enlighten three candles and open
my diary. I love candles and flowers so it is always placed on my table.
I have started to reading old memories. This time, I am enjoying black coffee
too which I usually hate. Those are the good days of my life but now they had
gone. Now, I again put my eyes on the moon and decided to write only good
moments. No matters, how much time you re-read those moment; every time,
you will lost in that past. Now, I am happy as I have successfully healed my
pain. I don’t know, whether I am crazy or idiot, but I have decided to start some
secret conversation with moon. I am gladly telling it to moon with smiley face.
And in return moon is also passing smile to me. Don’t know, either it is my
imagination, prediction or realisation; but I can feel the smile while looking at